random thoughts, for the umpteenth time.

Despite the flood of schoolwork I’m experiencing right now, I try my best to keep my optimistic front. Yet, there are still a lot of things people do not know about me, especially when it comes to being in like…and it’s killing me whenever I think about it.
I have already gotten used to being teased—especially whenever I talked about boys. But the most embarrassing thing I experienced was related to this—when the whole school had an idea of how much I liked a certain boy then. It was so surreal; I thought this was a good sign for me to be popular. The next thing I knew, I was slowly getting tortured by their teasing and mean jokes…which caused me a large impact in my life.
Through this experience, I learned the hard way. I try to keep some things private—although I have a tendency to share too much. Sometimes, I even consider myself as a tactless person, for I usually say the stupidest things.
Oh, well. I know some people will not like me for this, but I don’t care anymore. I’m just trying to thresh things out. And, more importantly, I just want to be ME.