confused but contented.

This is really weird. I’m starting to get confused regarding my feelings toward a good friend of mine. I know I didn’t have a boyfriend since late 2006 (I was a high school junior then)…but now, everything seemed surreal.
Yesterday, I had a long conversation with him through Facebook chat. It’s been almost three years since we last talked. He mentioned that he forgot to say goodbye to me before he transferred to another school, and he truly felt sorry about it. Plus, he even confessed his true feelings, and if ever we could see each other again, he’s willing to wait.
You know what? I admired my pal’s courage to reveal his true feelings to me—and I even thanked him for that. Maybe I see him as a friend for now, but who knows what will happen next.
So…to my dear high school pal, thanks for your courage. When you told me how you feel towards me, I felt a bit baffled. But at the end of the day, I realized that this is a liberating moment for you. Still, it would be so much fun if we see each other again and have a long conversation—just like the old times.
Well, I guess I’ll end this for now. Ta-ta!